...and I decided I should do something about making my new 'single status' real. had fab time flirting and feeling alive, but despite having flagged my intention wasn't sure he'd allowed himself to spell out meaning.
Had a chat with my lovely best friends and one decided I'd be happier if no room for doubt that he truly understood - She was right.
He returned from hols and we had a chat. He now totally understands what me considering myself as singe means. We had lovely afternoon together, but he has since become affected by my decision and have reverted to friendship while he decides if he can cope with more.
I prefer to have him as my lover, but can cope with him as a very special and loving friend - His choice. Today he's been doing DIY and stuff like putting out my rubbish and I cooked for us and we had lovely domestic day together - peaceful and easy despite the current situation.
