I'm a bit of a Pollyanna so can find the positive in most things.
My lover is away for a little while and we had a gorgeous day together on Thursday. As well as unmentionable lover/mistressy stuff we enjoyed a roast lamb dinner, sat in sunshine, sorted out some computer problems, got rid of rubbish, moved my new TV (I couldn't manage on my own)and just relaxed together. As ever time went too quickly - especially as we were facing a week's separation.

I worked Thursday night and it was strange not seeing my lover on Friday, but good to completely recover and doze after nightshift. I had offer to go to Chapter to see a film, but wanted to stay in and enjoyed evening of Dr Who, working on website, radio and doing puzzles. I decided I was having really nice time despite his absence.

Today the sun is shining. I had practice run of cooked breakfast which turned out utterly perfect. This was followed by a rather wicked Lindt chocolate bunny and I've had anouther lovely lazy day. I am actually looking forward to a quiet Easter in muy little haven. Was feeling quite content with my lot. I'm good at counting my blessings and have plenty for which to be grateful. And suddenly, this little cloud appeared and a light wash of blue wafted into my contentment. I miss him.