Well, the "stuff" that was so distracting me has come to fruition and yesterday I was made redundant!
I am quite positive and went from learning of redundancy (by email)to a piece of client-centred work that I think I did rather well. Strange but not uninteresting times as you can imagine. I've had weird bouts of apathy and industry while awaiting results of "stuff" which are by no means clear cut yet. I have recently updated my CV and written a record of recent continuous professional development so here's to the next stage...